Sunday, October 14, 2007

Valuable

So what does make me valuable. That is a question I do not ask myself often. What does make me valuable? What should make me valuable. I had never really considered the fact, does my hair, my makeup, my clothing and unique hippy intake make me valuable? Not at all even if I was stark naked my inner self would still be there. It would be cold, but it would be there. So that being said what does make me valuable. Is it my mothering nature? My ability to reach out to others? How I handle situations? My innate faith. Blind faith? I find a need to ask my friends what they think makes me valuable. What makes me valuable to God. What works can I do to help others come to him? Who can I guide in his direction? Does he want me to sing is that a value? Leslie called me yesterday to do a call out. We lost a soldier in 2/22 and mentioned that I should sing with her. So I sent her a sample of my karaoke. I hope that made her smile this morning. That was a hard call out for me. One of my ladies cried and that is so hard to hear. There is nothing you can do or say to make that easier to hear. It makes you feel vunerable and that is a scary place to be. There is no control over where an IED will be and who will run over it. All I can do is pray that the Lord moves Chris away from those IEDs and keeps his hand over him. It is a trust that makes this less daunting. You leave it in God's hands. What more can you do. That is where healers and those of strong faith. God calls you to pray, he wants you to come to him for other people. Pray for you enemies because they do not pray for themselves. They cannot hear God nor can they see him. You pray for them because God wants all to come to him. That is why he calls you to pray. You pray in masses to invoke the Holy Spirit. The Holy spirit is strong. Speak out loud so that the evil can hear you invoke such strength in prayer. Call Angels to protect and thwart evil away from our loved ones. Do you hear God call you to prayer? I think that is what that means at least for me. I am excited to read day 2. I felt very inspired to consider how I view things in life. I was up til two contemplating. Slept til 8 because Lydia is a beautiful little soul who wanted me to rest:) Life is good God is good.

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